Tears I have sown
clear are the memories I hold
days lost to a heart numb
back I look to years of I alone
Photographs I hold
you and I
Alone
traveling the same path
footprint to footstep
your heart there mine here
you and I
Alone
Stories they tell of smiles and beauty
friends and family
memories that were clear
surely we were there
A heart left a heart taken
You and I
Alone
Surely I am mistaken
blackness of night
outline of your face my fingertips did trace
familiar as my own
a freckle a scar
I knew them by heart
Anger filled the night
you said coldness was in my heart
words sliced me like a knife
with a tear drop it started I couldn’t stop I cried
I reached for you
You turned away
spoken words to slay
walking away
with a glance
you left me with words that stained
“To love you don’t know how”
“You never will”
tears streaming you walked away
heart worn soul shattered
crumpled on the floor I lay
tattered and forgotten
as I breath
“Why can’t you stay I’ll change”
vulnerable and unchanged I remain
“No I will not change!”
“It was you who never knew love’s name!”
Words stain
broken I will not
to bend I may
“I know love’s name”
moon of setting sun illuminate my heart
stars I wish upon the night sky afar
whispering dreams of night I find
matters of the heart
blankets of warmth i am
pulse steady and needing
desire of completion takes me
aside an empty pillow no heart
Stars I wish upon from afar
Answers of the heart
take me into sleep
Whispering dreams
softly to speak “I am waiting”
Open heart and freshly torn wounds i come to you
When the night overwhelms the moon I come to you
Palms open on my knees I come to you
Life feels so incomplete I come to you
Face glowing healed wounds I hide from you
Hands busied by tasks at hand I hide from you
Stars overwhelm the sky I hide from you
Life filled with contentment and beauty I hide from you
Why I ask do you not hear me in the darkest of nights?
How do you not hear my desperate cry?
Days lonely and unfurled where are you when I need you most?
Why I ask why?
Why do you not come to me when the stars dance at my feet?
Why do you not come to me when i heal your wounds and busy your hands?
Why do you not come to me when beauty i bestow abundantly?
Why I ask Why?
I looked for you in ill set words
in desperation, fantasy upon fables
In clouds of whimsy and stars of night
I wished for you
Among painted fields of green
Dew droped petals colored by spring
I sought you out
Seasons turning winds fires and storms
It is I who seek you
Rainbow’s of storms past
Songs of a robin
laughter of innocence
I cling to you
As if children we play hide and seek
Through days of past present future
It is I who needs you no longer to play childish games
But to keep you bound to me
as a spider entombs its prey
Thoughts of such things can not be
You are but as a fleeting fairy that can not be seen
In the midst of chaos you seem so near
I taste you use you as if nourishment to my soul
Days upon days of solitude and lull
you hide well my friend
I seek you in ill set ways in desperation fantasy upon fable
I seek
Heavy eyes unsettled hands
Moments you cling to
Innocent smiles restless toes
A tear a smile
Soft tempting lullabies
Lemon drops and bubblegum dreams
Sleep child drift into forests of Faye and flora
Play among the stars let the moon guide your heart
Chase fireflies keep them as your own
Play among the forest sprites
fly with the unicorns over the sea
Kiss a rainbow taste a cloud
Bath with the mermaids
Take their hand swim to depths beauty unknown to man
Sleep child sweet child
Let your dreams encompass thee
Fears so far away a mother’s arms hold you near
Eyes watch over
Sleep child sweet child
Let youth’s innocence take over thee
Lemon drops and bubblegum dreams
Sleep child sweet child
dream while mother holds thee
Skin on skin a yearning deep within
You touched my face I kissed your hands
Lips like red velvet soft and understanding
They caress my skin
Warm and inviting your hands scan my body
A haze of warmth and passion
I am imprisoned
Skin on skin yearning deep within
hearts rush
vowing to never deny
Exalting every inch
Feeling every moment
eyes deep with want
bodies bathed in sweat
clinging to the hour to the moment
and each other
Driven without divide
My compass you shine
Creative and longing. Needing
And wanting
Centered by fire
Without control you assume and consume
Never to tire
Your presence a force that surrounds with undying devotion
A world of people creatures you set in motion
Forever you have been and forever you will be
Passion envelops me
face touched in the dark of night
Lips meet with fury and fire
Desperation anticipation and desire
Unable to focus driven
Passion my sire
surrendering to the want need of the fire
Chained by emotion need its fuel
Succumbing to the passion of desire
Twisted words your body moves
The urge to feel to breath you in
Unsure of outcomes quick to resend
Wanting needing
thoughts of rejection fleeting through minds
Flushed cheeks and common words
Not knowing the unknown
Anticipation overcoming
A brush of a hand
To know you to breath you in
Twisted words bodies move
Noticed by both without command
Air thick with tension
Bodies wanting to commit to actions
that minds cant comprehend
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