Feel

Love so pure yet so tainted

Seas of emotion and circumstance

My heart so full yet achingly empty the echo so clear as if its speaking back to me

Do you know the depths that I feel the rushing current of it all

Can you see me not with your eyes but with your soul

do you hear the words lost in my silence or the images of my thoughts memories

can you feel the awkwardness of my skin

My heart speaks in languages unknown do you understand that its your name  it whispers

I feel yes I feel with emotion of great depth and I fear for my heart that it will never be able to scream the name it whispers so often

I’m afraid of the salty tears that are sure to seep from my eyes

lead me to indifference the numbness so far away yet so near

I wait with hope’s of maybe and what if

Unable to walk away